dissapointment

P.S. this isn't about Nick

You know in some aspects, guys are a lot easier to be friends with than girls: no drama, no pressure, just easy going and hanging out. But in other ways, friends that are guys can be overpowering and flat out jerks.. such was my experience tonight. A guy I would consider a very close friend blew me off in front of his buddies and you know what I really wouldn't care because I kind of expect that from him anyways, but I took the time tonight and gave up doing other things to be somewhere for him. So I guess what I'm saying is this: friends should stick up for you, and I would expect a little more from him. Sometimes boys and men I think feel the need to be "men" and go to overboard in their emotions which leads them to be jerks and then lets others down around them. I expected him to stand up for me tonight, I felt like we had the sort of friendship where he would stand up for me or protect me if need be, and that was not the case tonight... so anymore I don't know. I guess every girl just has to fend for herself and try to overcome the domination some friends set forth.... it's a shame... he dissapointed me tonight.

~cmart