Friday, November 10, 2006

Two Loves

I have two boys in my life that mean everything to me. Two that are the closest things to my heart, and two that I would do absolutley anything for. One of them is two hours away from me tonight, one is right here next to me on the couch. Though the guess of who is who is the opposite of what you're probably thinkin right now.

The love of my life, the boy I see myself with years from now, the one who knows more about me than anyone I've ever met. The boy that loves me unconditionally and would give anything to make me happy, the boy I love with everything I have and that I miss everyday when I'm away from him, he is two hours away from me tonight.

But for one reason only: the other boy in my life, my little brother, needs me more tonight. I've never seen him like this, and I know inside his heart is just breaking. I know that inside his soul is dying, slowly as his foot hurts more and more. He is my priority right now... he is healing.

There are two boys that I would do anything for in my life. Two boys that, without them, I would never be the same. To my love, you are the reason I wake up each morning, the reason I go through the days to see you at the end of them. You are the reason I smile and the reason that I live. You are truly a dream come true and I couldn't ask for anything more. To my brother, you will get better I promise. You will make it through this, you will succeed and be back out there in a year from now. You will do it, I know your strength, I know your courage. You have it in you, it might just take some time.

To both of you: I love you both to the very depths of my soul.

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