"Amazing"

There are moments when all your hope is lost. Moments when suddenly nothing makes sense, brief moments that perhaps linger a bit too long on the mind and too much is read into them. I have these moments, I do. But then, just as I think everything is falling apart you come through and amaze me once again. You are the rock I hold onto as the storm billows through, you are the reason I keep walking everyday on through my life and through the world. You are the one who will hold my hand even when I'm furious at you, you are the one that makes me smile even when you're dying inside. You are the one that changed me beyond all that I thought possible.

I love you. I always will. And I'm sorry for doubting you, for doubting us. But that's just me, that's just how my mind works, I question things all the time. But you are the reason that I know this is real, the reason I know that life is supposed to happen like this. You are my reason for life and for love. Thank you. I love you beyond anything I ever thought was possible to love this much, I love you more than I ever knew I could.

thank you.
you are amazing.