Sometimes I wonder where my heart is, and how I got back here, to this place, to the loneliness, to the emptiness. Sometimes I wish I could just pull myself out of everything, just leave everything behind and start over again. Sometimes I wonder what happened, to the girl that was so happy. Sometimes I wonder if this is how life will be forever, happiness and then the loneliness sets in.
Lately, I feel as if there are so many words to say, but no one to say them to. Sometimes all I want to do is sit and look out the window and wonder where I'm going, in life and in love. Sometimes I just want to scream, sometimes I just wish the weight was lifted off my shoulders just for a day.
If only for a day, I didn't have a worry in the world, maybe the pressure lifted would cure my empty heart. Maybe one day, I won't have to fight to laugh, maybe one day soon I will find what I'm looking for, what I need, and what will fill my heart once again.
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