Here

I never thought it would end like this, and I never thought that my heart would be so far away. I never thought that you'd slam that door, and that we'd be all wrong. I never thought that I'd be this girl and that you'd be him, I never thought that everything that life threw at us would be too much. I never thought that I would become such a burden, a chore. I never thought that this life would become so messy, that what we had, would kill me.

I never thought I'd drift so far away or that my heart would feel these emotions. I never thought that you'd need that from me, that you wouldn't know who I was, that you would expect me to be someone different. I never thought that our roads would end here and that you would be him and I would be me. I never thought that these moments would come, and that you would have let me go for so long. I never thought that I'd be here, so young, so ready for the world, and yet still here, not chasing my dreams, not going after my heart, just here, alone and afraid.