Sometimes I think you have to just go for something, something that you know is right, something that you know you love. Sometimes I think that you have to get past what might happen, or what might not and just go after your heart. I think that I need to follow my heart in this and follow my dreams... I need to do what will make me happy and whole and loved.
This is a decision that is hard for me, a decision that is difficult for me to take knowing that I might have to depend on someone else, knowing that I might have to give up a job, a part of me, knowing that I might very well have to give up certain things to gain others... like a husband, like a dream wedding with chandeliers and cupcakes and champagne. And I am realizing that I want that more and more and I want to be here, to be home, to be a wife, to be in love, to take the chance, to take the risk, to take that leap. To do it for myself, to follow my heart... to be at peace.
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and I want to be a husband - and have chandeliers and cupcakes and champagne (maybe some diet coke too)
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