Life is Brilliant

For the last half hour or so, I have been looking back at all my posts on this blog, reading my feelings, reliving them, though I must say I had forgotten about many of the things I have written. And it amazes me once again, how much I've changed this summer, but definitely for the better. I am so much stronger, so much more open and so much more confident that things do really happen for a reason, that what I have now is truly what I do want and what is supposed to be. I saw huge changes of emotion, a letter to my father expressing my love for him, then a month later, a post that perhaps the angriest piece that I've ever written. I saw how I melt for someone this summer, how I was hurt and how I healed from that. I've read posts about myself that have no meaning in my life now and I saw how a girl grew up this summer, though at the time I was completely unaware of what was happening. Life is so interesting and it's so amazing to me how my writing can chronicle my life, how I can use it to look back on who I used to be, who I wanted to be, and who I am right now in this very moment. Life is good, it's brilliant actually.... and I am happy.