no matter how far I fly or how far i fall

So here in the middle of the night, 12:00 am after another "hours long" conversation that I enjoy immensely and I lie in the silence, in the dark. I am calm, at peace with myself and those around me and feel safe with where I am in life. I don't feel like I have to choose anymore between what I feel and what I should do, I feel like I can go for it, that I can say what I feel and that I can show that when I need to. It's been a few days since I've gotten to write, life has taken over, but tonight I was reminded of something during that long conversation. I was reminded of how much I miss it, how much I should always make time to write because I love it so much. And from now on, I'm promising myself that no matter how busy I get, no matter where I am in the world, no matter how far I fly or how far I fall, I'll never stop writing and I'll always make time to write what I feel. So here in the middle of the night I am totally calm and again immersed in these words, soothing me into sleep and pushing me toward the exotic dreams in my mind.