"QUESTIONS"

Do you ever wish we could just move on ahead a few years and make everything easier? Do you ever just want everything to be simple; to uncomplicate things? Do you ever just want to go all in and not worry about who has the higher card? Can't family come second? Can't love dictate all; can't we stand up for what we believe in or fight for who we love? Don't you ever just want to say "forget it all" and leave, drive into the sunset and not worry about what's expected from us? How can I say what I want to say; I guess I never will. Can't the world just keep going on as it normally does? Can't everything else take a back seat to us? Don't you just want to escape the reality of every second we face? And why can't we be trusted, actually why can't they trust you? Why can't we just always be together, I guess it will end up being the one who gives up more who ends martyring themselves. Don't you ever wish that sacrifices would come equally from both? Why can't we fast forward a few years and always be together? How come some have it so easy and we are faced with this distance? How is it fair that they have each other all the time and we have challenge after challenge? I just wish that you were here, that everything else could take a back seat, that I could lay my cards down on the table and not worry about what the other hand may be. I just wish that we had more chips stacked on our side and that everyone else could be put behind us, that we are the only ones that matter. Why can't we just grow up and be together; why can't we trade sacrifices for just love? And in my wishes, I hope that some come true and that someday I find the answers I'm looking for...