~*i fell in love again*~

This weekend I feel back in love all over again with that boy I love so much. I found the truth that had been missing while he was gone, the moments we shared, the time alone just lying next to each other. I found love all over again and realized that he is the boy I want forever, he is the one I want. And I know there will be times when we both struggle with love, when we both are struggling to balance all the commitments in our lives and the growth of each of our lives on their own and with each other. But you know, I don't care, it doesn't matter what I end having to leave behind because I would for him. I think we can both have everything we've always wanted, but if I have to wait a little longer to achieve those, then at least I'll have him to hold at night, him to talk to when I'm upset and him to sit with on our porch with our dogs, just relaxing and looking into each other's eyes knowing that "I forever do" is real and always will be.