~not anymore

Breezy days take my breath away,
their stillness, their sultry silence moves
the day through me,
moves the wind, the waves, the faces in and out.

It loses me in the world,
so insignificant, losing track of what I used to have.
Lost calls, lost moments, lost magic,
where did it all go, when will it be back?

The silent days lose me also,
the drives to where I used to go,
the songs that used to make me melt,
remembering those breezy days we walked
all around, to the water and back,
where did they go.

and lately, the breeze loses me even more,
tears don't come, they've evolved into something more,
this is all something i can't control,
so why try anymore is how I feel.
Hmm, how I fell, ironic.
Breezy days take my breath away,
but not in a good way... not magical,
not mysterious, not momentous.
Not anymore.