I have a lot going on in my head right now. Some of it controlable, some of it not. First of all, time is flying by. We're already at the middle of June, it seems like just the other day that Nick left, that school seemed like it would never end and that starting at my new school was forever away. And now here I am, starting the last week of my firt year of college, planning a busy three weeks until starting school again and realizing that it's not that long at all until Nick is back up here with me all the time. The summer I thought would be an eternity is going by faster than possible.
And then thinking ahead, in a mere few years, I'll be graduating, starting a life all on my own, perhaps getting married soon after, starting a life that I've never known but always dreampt of. The future is here whether we want it or not; in my case, I can't wait. This past weekend reminded me of how much I've changed, how much I'm happy with the person I've become and how much I love the boy that has made me into who I am today.
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