i love you because....

I don't know why I doubted you. I don't know why I doubted us. Somewhere in my mind I guess I didn't realize what I had, I guess I was scared of who I would become, of what I would become. I guess life got in the way of me and you. I guess I was wrong, no. I KNOW I was wrong. Life came at me from all directions these past few months and time went by that I struggled with all that I had to do but it was always you that I came back to, always you that I could call, always you that would hold me when the times got tough. I think our love grew through the rough patches, through the moments when I broke down and you fixed me back up, patched up the areas that left scars and held my hand as I moved on. I'm going to take this from you: but somwhere inside I really do feel like I've always loved you, like you've always been with me,, like you've always known me like you know me now.

I don't want life to get hectic and sweep us away from the world we've created. I don't want life to take away from what we have and I know it won't. With you, I'd go through anything because I know you'd be there for me at the other end. Please know that no matter how chaotic life gets, how emotionally broken I become, I will never stop loving you. You are the other part of my heart and the air that I breath.

My heart still flutters when you walk through that door, still smiles when I hear your voice and when you hold my hand, everything bad in the world goes away. Thank you for listening, for doing as i ask and for going along on my crazy tangents and emotional breakdowns. You are the strongest person I know and you are never to fragile for me, no matter how hurt you are inside. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. You complete me, you are me, and I you. I love you more than words can say.

you truly are ..... brilliant.