All the Pieces

Somewhere in between the rain today and my favorite season of Sex and the City, I think I have made my decision. And while I'm not exactly sure of the details, I just feel like everything is pointing me toward it. I just feel it inside, that this is the next step for me, that this is where I need to go, that this is what is in store for me.

It's something about those things that I love, waking up from a nap to rain, watching that show that has taken me a week to get through to my favorite season 6 episodes, from a friend telling me good luck and to "follow my heart and the rest will follow." It's playing hooky from work today to take this much needed day to myself. And while I'm not exaclty sure of how it will work, I have decided that one way or another, whether it's this offer or something else, I will make it back to the NW very soon... and whether that means I give up some things to make it there or whether it all works perfectly, I'm willing to take that chance.

And I will take that chance for me, and I will make that choice for me. While other people should be able to state their opinion, I am going to make this decision on my own, without outside advice. I believe in myself enough to do that and everyone else should too. Sometimes you just need a day at home to nap, to watch season 6 of Sex and the City, to stand on your balcony on the rain, and to think think and contemplate.

So come next week when I make this decision, I will be making it for me and I will be making it based on how I feel today. Somehow I just feel all the pieces falling into place.