praying, wating, wishing

Looking around today while sitting in that old, familiar pew, the same seat I always choose, the same church that I have known for months now, I realized something incredible, a brilliant moment surpassed. Looking around at all the couples, at all the people who have found love, at all the moments they have shared. And as I sat there, alone yet totally content, I realized that I have everything I could want in this world; I have something that some people never find. And sooner or later, the years are gonna go by and we're all gonna look back and remember how we dreamed they'd go by faster. I realize that soon we're gonna be all grown up, the real world is going to hit us and we're going to have to live our dreams and do it on our own with out anyone helping us out. But I'm ready for that, I'm ready for life to take me away and show me where I belong. I know I belong in his arms, in his world but what is in store for me? Will all my dreams come true, will what I wish for, every time the clock is at that certain time or everytime I enter a tunnel, will they come true? I guess all I can do is pray, wait and wish on every star I see that my life continues to be as brilliant as it is right now...