Sometimes I feel like no where is right, that I'm so lost in the middle of something that I don't know where the end is, where the light at the tunnel will come out. It seems that more often than not, we are disappointed in life, disappointed by those we love, disapointed by colleagues, by friends. And at the end of the day, do we really even have anyone other than ourselves? Do we really have anyone we can count on to be there, just to be there and not make you feel worse than you already do?
Is there really any relationship between anyone that never has that? OR is that what we're just supposed to deal with throughout life? I'm tired of being hurt, and I'm tired of putting myself entirely out there for others to rip apart. So what's the answer, do we just stay by ourselves, be alone, seclude ourselves from the rest of the world? Do we just protect ourselves from it all, from the disappointment over and over again or do we just withstand it and let the tears fall?
Right now, what I need most of all is a home to go to, a place that I know and love, a place that needs me just like I need it and yet, I don't have anywhere like that in my life. I don't have that place that will always be there, a place that will comfort me when I need it the most. And right now, that's all I really want.
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