Every Step

I think that there are times in our lives that we realize things that have made us who we are. We find out what we believe in and what our principles are just by making the decisions we do, just by living our lives day by day and seeing where we go. I sit here tonight, alone, on an island that has been a bittersweet place to me, knowing in my heart that I'm only here for a little while in the span of time, and then I can go home. And with an offer today, I made a huge realization and it showed me a lot of who I am, and I'm proud of who I am. No matter how much money someone offered me, I would never choose to be away from the young man I love, no matter what the offer was, nothing can ever beat the feeling of laying in his arms in the evenings, in our apartment or sitting at dinner with him. Nothing could ever make me choose that, and no matter what I'm offered in the weeks to come and no matter how people might react at the choice I make, I will always be that girl and that woman that knows what is important to me and what isn't. Nothing is better than knowing that at the end of the day I have him, that I can go home to him, that I can do anything my heart desires because he is there every step of the way.