I am sitting here thinking of everything that's occurred in the last 24 hours. And I can't help but feel so dissapointed, in all those around me, in those close to me. I don't think that I'm asking too much for those around me to stand up for me, for things that should be my decision, for people to be considerate, to not just change things with no consideration from the other person. I'm so tired of giving 100% and having everyone else give 50. I'm so tired of other people making me feel like I am "so lucky to have them" or that they are "giving" me so much. I am giving too, I am doing more than so many other people out there and yet things are always hung over my head.
It makes me want to just move away alone, not rely on anyone because at the end of days like this, it makes me so angry, so furious that what I do is never enough and it's never recognized at all.
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