For Good

I am lonely tonight, I am anxious and wishing I was home. This is getting so wearing, taking so much out of me, out of us. I miss everything and when I'm home, I only miss it more and want to stay. Yesterday on that plane flight home, I just wanted so badly to get off and be home, not here yet again. I am praying every day, hoping that all of this will work out how I hope, that I'll get to go home sooner, that it will all work out.

I miss the world have there, I miss the evenings just being with you, laying in bed as you hold me, listening to the rain outside. I miss cooking dinners, and making breakfasts on the weekends. I miss the moments, the laughs, the weekends running errands. I miss watching our shows and walking downtown with you. I miss the sunsets and the evenings in the pearl and gelato.

When I finally get home, I just want to experience all of that for good, enjoy the comfort of being home. I can't wait for that, for the comfort, for good.