Chasing the Path

I have felt so many emotions in the last few months, some good, some bad, some I shouldn't have felt, but did, some that I felt regardless of the consequences. Some led me to peace, some led me no where at all, but I guess that's the point of life isn't it? The journey, finding out where we are headed, and making mistakes along the way. My journey has been complicated and my feelings and emotions have been intricate and complicated and I always will be that way I think, I'm just a complicated girl, someone that is always going to need something more, someone that's always going to be pushing the bar, someone that's always going to push myself, that's always going to feel complicated emotions, some easy to understand, others a little bit more complicated.

I think that sometimes what we feel in those times that we never expected to feel them, can teach us the most important lessons, and if we had felt at some other time, we might have made a different decision, we might have crossed another path, started another journey. I find that so intriguing, that there are so many paths we can choose and so many journeys to take, so many paths to walk that at any point in our lives, we can switch, we can make new decisions, we can follow a new path, we can feel something new. That's what I want my life to be about, feeling something new, chasing the impossible, chasing the paths that I've always dreamed of.