Sometimes I feel so alone, despite being constantly surrounded here, I'm not living my life, I'm living there's. I find myself fighting for air or for something familiar, something that I need all my own. I need to fight for what I want again and to be around people that know who I have truly become, know what my life consists of and why. I find myself being dragged down, being pushed into things that I don't want, or having things that I really wanted taken away from me for their own agendas.
I just need to get home, I just need to breathe on my own again, take a break from family and just focus on me again. I think that sometimes family just wears you down, sometimes you need to just go off on your own, find your own way away from them and their ideas. I just need some breathing room, some space. I feel so alone lately, despite the fact that I am constantly surrounded. I'm so ready to get home, so so ready.
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