*epiphany*

It's so ironic how life points you in certain directions, the people you meet through people you already knew, and how we find out things about ourselves when we least expect that epiphany. And I felt like I was running 100 miles in the wrong direction, but it turned out, they were leading me toward everything I've wanted for so long. My comments, my direction has all been leading me to it. When I take a look around, I can't believe I didn't see it. This epiphany that really made me stop and think tonight, it amazes me how life works, how faith works. So as I took a moment tonight to stop and think, to read a few comments and sit here listening to my music, prepared for all that's yet to come, I hope that what I think is right, will happen. So all I can do is pray and try to forgive and forget, how ever hard it may be for me and my "issues." Though perhaps that is the step to recovery and perhaps my new epiphany can help me get there...