*waiting to find*

my knees are scarred from prayer, my back hurt from falling down, time and time again, but in my heart I am strong, I am ready for what is next. i am reaching out to tomorrow and accepting whatever may be thrown my way. and while i hope that many things will happen in my life, i know that whatever happens is what is supposed to happen. i am surrounded by photographs, amazing memories and i cannot wait to make so many more memories in my years. so i can heal my scars, and calm my pains and move on ahead, praying even more fiercely and getting back up quicker after i fall than before. so watch for me, because i will do what i've always dreamt of doing and all i need is in my heart, it always has been there just waiting for me to find it.