maybe someday

Suddenly, and for the first time in a long while, I feel alone tonight. And even though I'm here with two girls that are pretty close with me, I've realized that we have grown up and we are different. Life is ironic that way; it changes us without us even knowing it. We grow up, choose our own paths and move away from certain things that others choose. And I can say all I want, tell her to do something, what she should really do, but ultimately it's her choice. Nobody listens to me anymore, perhaps because I don't have any idea what I'm talking about, or perhaps because no one cares and they are going to do what they want. I don't know and I don't care, she can do what she wants, ruin her life but I am doing good, I know what I'm talking about and everything is okay; I'm making good decisions. Every moment we live, is a new decision, a new path and whatever we make of it is how it will turn out... who knows... maybe someday someone will hear me.