....UNTIL MY VERY LAST BREATH

What happens when we're gone, what happens when our world ends, what will we leave behind? Who will I be remembered as, how will those that loved us and that we loved deal with our loss? What happens when our flame burns out? What happens to all those are counting on us to be there, to always be there? What goes through our minds in that last hour of existence, will we cry or smile, will we laugh or weep? And all I can think about as I'm writing this is, is that I used to think I would be ready to go whenever it was my time, but now I'm not so sure. I'm not ready, I don't know if I ever will be now. And here I sit next to candles burning, counting my blessings thinking of a certain girl I know, a girl who has so much going for her, but a girl who is so confused with life and so unsure with herself. And in her, I see myself a few years ago. I see my own uncertainties, I see my own flaws, and my own insecurities. She is so young, so talented, so capable of anything but her heart is hurt, her heart is young, it is unstable. And I care about her with all my heart, she is a friend who I will always be there for. And someday I hope to look at her and see her happy, see her sure of herself and ready to take on her dreams. I hope to see that look of confidence on her beautiful face and to see a heart that is not afraid of loss but certain of possession. I will always be here for her and for everyone that counts on me, I promise myself to be there till the day I die... I will always try to care, try to help, and try to be there no matter what the cost. Though I still wonder how we all will be remembered, what will my legacy be? Life is so uncertain and those we love can be torn from us at any moment, so tell those you love that you love them and I promise I will be there for everyone in my life until my very last moment and until I breathe my very last breath....