...to know who you are....

If you never know who you are, how can you love someone else? You must know what you want, what you need and what your passions are in order to complete someone else. And while I thought I knew all that I wanted, all that I needed, all that I loved, I was proved wrong a few short months ago. And now here in this beautiful city as the sun is rising and the blue sky is breaking through the clouds, I realize that everything I thought I was, was not me at all. And now these days, I feel more like myself than I ever have before. Suddenly all that I am is good enough, it's better than that and in myself I am content. That hole in my heart has been filled ever so completely by an incredibly special person and he knows that I have given him my whole heart. So I've learned that in order to find yourself, some times that means simply finding out who you were in the beginning before you changed for everyone else that thought you weren't good enough. And in that new found truth, life becomes something more and by filling that hole in my heart he made me realize that being who I am has always been good enough, I just haven't been able to know exaclty who I was or exaclty what I wanted.